Sad.Depressed.Disappointed.Irritated

GYYYYYAAAAA!!!!! WAAAAAHHHHH!!!!! I WANT TO STOP CRYING BECAUSE I'M SO FREAKING TIRED AND MY EYES ARE HURTING ALREADY! I had too much tears to cry for one day. Damn!!!

What is up with this day's events. A lot has happened. Some were nice and some were really down right disappointing. I couldn't believe that all of this happened in one day. What is wrong with the world?! I just had my Recollection and now I'm adding more sins to the ones I've already confessed. Omo! This is just bad but I have my reasons.

First, today we had our Recollection at the CEU Chapel. At first I wasn't in the mood to be in such a recollection but I guess I'll just have to endure it for the day. The day went well for the morning session. There were sharing and crying that happened amongst our class. It was indeed a moment to reflect and share to others the pain we are feeling right at that moment. I'm glad that I was able to open my problems to those who I'm not so close with. There were also realizations made.

During the afternoon session, the 4A students were already there after finishing their orientation at NCMH. There were also activities and more videos were shown to us. The one that touched me the most was the letter of our parents to us children. It was really touching because I realized a lot and I feel guilty of the things shown to us. We also had the chance to write a letter to God and it feels refreshing indeed.

During our lunch break, I received a text message saying Park Jaebeom of 2PM is quitting and leaving the group. When I received the text, I was really shocked and worried. At first I thought it was a joke but one by one the messages starts coming saying all the same things Park Jaebeom is leaving 2PM and will step down as their leader. All the while I couldn't even stop thinking about the news. Just because of an innocent mistake in the past, a person actually was able to make this decision to leave his group behind?! WTF!!!

PAST IS PAST. Can't you just forgive the guy? What did he know about Korea before coming there? Yes, I know he is part Korean but didn't you understand the part that he DID NOT GROW UP in Korea? Gosh. This is so freaking mad. Of course he will be in a state of culture-shock because America is different from Korea. He lived in a different environment. before coming to Korea. Why dig up all those past issues and make auch a big fuss out of it? Man, anti-netizens are mad. Isn't it enough already that the person apologized?! Fuck all those Anti-netizens who signed the suicide petition for Leader Jay. What a stupid idea. Go kill yourselves and don't ask others to kill themselves. If you hate 2PM so much then SHUT THE FUCK UP!!! I'm so freaking mad right now.

2PM...Hwaiting! PARK JAEBEOM, HOTTEST will not give up on you. Be strong! Don't give up! Saranghaeyo!

Summer Vacation

Yay! Its time for summer vacation. Finally, all those sleepless nights has come to an end and I can finally have a rest before the start of the summer class. Today was the official end of the Second Semester, SY 2008-2009. We had our last exams for History and Pharmacology. I hope I'll pass all the exams and will have no failures for this semester.

I can't believe that after 1 summer class, I'm going to be a Senior student. Yahoo! I am so excited because it's what I've been waiting for. Its like yesterday I was only in my Freshman year and now, I'm going to be a Senior and a graduating student. I just hope and wish that I pass this year's summer class. I want the same classmates because I really enjoyed all of them especially my group O1 and our Clinical Instructors.

I'm gonna miss all the Clinical Instructors that our group had because they were all good to us. Haha :D I so love this semester. I've had my ups and downs especially being nervous about our Grand Return Demo and Oral Revalida that I passed. Congratulations to myself. Anyways, after all the hardworks for all the hospital duty, return demo, community immersion, CNPs and community draft, I'm finally getting to have a break. I can finally have a good and wonderful rest.

Amazing how all my classmates has a plan of going out of town and enjoying the summer vacation. My friends are going to Vigan and I am so envious because I don't get to go due to the fact that me, my mom and my sister are going to DFA on Monday to avail for our passports. Others are going to the beach. As for me and my family, we are going to Enchanted Kingdom. Yahoo! Finally, its been a while since I've been there. Also, my barkada are also planning a get together and we still don't know where we're going but I suggested that we go to Calatagan, Batangas because I heard that the beach there are fabulous.

I just have to enjoy my summer vacation before another of my sleepless nights starts. Thank you to all my new friends and Clinical Instructors this semester. School Year 2008-2009 now signing off!!! :D

atribidang kuyang 4th year

hay naku. nakakainis talaga kaninang umaga. i was on completion duty today sa east avenue medical center particularly at the ER. so, nagpahatid ako sa papa ko since its my first time na mag duty dun. kaya ko magcommute pero hindi ko ginawa kasi sayang sa pamasahe. haha :) tsaka sosyal ako eh. every duty na malayo, nagpapahatid ako kay papa excpet na lang kung malapit yung hospital sa bahay namin. anyways, malapit lang naman ang east ave. sa amin eh.

ayun. masyado ako napaaga sa hospital. nakatayo lang ako dun sa may gate ng hospital kasi hinihintay ko yung mga kasama ko e super tagal nila. tas si manong guard nakikipagkwentuhan pa sakin pero okay lang. haha :) sobrang dami pala nagduduty dun. sari-saring school. tapos may nakita ako na mga pauwing fourth year galing sa CEU, siguro completion. e di tumalikod ako kasi ayoko sila makita tas nagtetext pa ko nung mga time na yun kasi tinatanong nung mga kagrupo ko kung san banda yung east ave.

bigla namang nagbida-bida si kuya. aba! tinanong kung anong year ako. sabi ko thrid year. he reminded me na bawal magdala ng cellphone sa duty. hmp! if i know may mga dala din silang cellphone eh. feeling!!! he also asked me kung ano pangalan ko ( e di syempre hindi ko sinabi. e bakit ba!? e di nagkakaso naman ako) tsaka kung anong team ko (sinabi ko team a). sabi pa niya sakin sa susunod daw dapat hindi niya na ulit ako makikita na gumagamit ng cellphone. aba! talagang hindi dahil pag nangyari yun, grumaduate na siya. e kung siya nga nung pauwi na sila hindi na siya naka all-white na uniform eh. nagpalit na siya ng t-shirt na may kulay. ewan ko lang kung may kulay yun kasi hindi ko masyado maaninag kasi medyo madilim pa non.

ambisyoso talaga si kuya. feeling naman niya manguha ng id at warningan ako ng ganon. feelingero si kuya. e kung yung mismong ci nga alam na may dala kaming cellphone pero hindi naman kami sinisita eh. basta wag lang niya makikita na ginagamit namin. GOSH!!! nakakabad trip talaga. kapag nakita ko siya sa school, asahan niya ang aking pag-irap at ang pagpaparinig ng classmate ko na may galit sa mga fourth year (at hindi ko alam kung bakit). buti pa yung ibang fourth year mababait. alam ko naman na nagdadala din sila ng cellphone kasi yung kaibigan kong 4th year nagdadala din g phone tas minsan nakikita pa namin yung ibang 4th year sa jollibee mendiola nagtetext. kala niyo ha.

Jai Reyes

Grabe talaga. I was so shocked about what happened earlier this evening. I decided to go to my friend's house so we could do our requirement together. There was a huge traffic in Ortigas and made me somehow irritated. We first went to Ever Gotesco Ortigas because my friend bought a roasted chicken for our dinner. She also bought a ballpen and I also bought a ballpen for my sister.

When we were about to go to the counter, I saw Jai Reyes enter National Bookstore. I froze to where I stood and was so shocked to see him there. He was with his wife Klaire. As in, sobrang natulala ako at napatitig pa ko sa kanya. So, napatingin din siya sa akin. Alam mo naman na si Jai Reyes yun kasi I watch UAAP games so somewhat I'm knowledgeable with their players.

Grabe talaga. Yun lang ang masasabi. Sobrang kinilig naman daw ako don. Napalo ko pa nga ng malakas yung friend ko eh. Its been a while kasi since I've seen him in person. I guess I'll just have to watch this year's UAAP season. I called my friend who also have a huge crush on him and she was so envious. Haha :D I love this day!!! I'm so lucky.

T-Shirt

Earlier in the evening, I saw a very attractive top worn by this male student, I'm guessing from San Beda College. It was evening already when the officers of the Level III Nursing Students was dismissed because we had our Dialogue with the Dean. So, me and my fellow classmate officers went out of the school together. We exited through the South Gate because the North Gate was already closed during that time.

When we were walking outside the hallway of CEU, I saw this guy wearing a shirt that says:

TAKEN
UNLESS YOU'RE HOT

Haha :D I really love that shirt. I didn't know that my classmate was also looking at that shirt but when I turned around to see the guy wearing the shirt, she also saw what was written on the shirt. I really love the message. We then started making our own version if we wanted a shirt like the one we saw. The guy was actually cute. Haha :) It was really cute. The shirt is a head-turner and will surely grab your attention.

Meet LEE MIN HO

Name: Lee Min Ho
Date of birth: June 22, 1987
Height: 186cm
Weight: 69kg
Blood Type: B
Hobbies: Watching movies, karaoke
Schools: Konkuk University

Lee Min Ho stars in the new Korean Drama "Boys Over Flowers" (Kkotboda Namja). Based on the Japanese Manga "Hana Yori Dango". It is the Korean version of the manga which has been turned into live action. First came Meteor Garden 1 & 2, then came Hana Yori Dango 1, 2 and Final. And now, Korea gives you their own adaptation of the famous manga.

Lee Min Ho plays the role of Goo Joon Pyo, the leader of the famous F4. His character is just the same from the Taiwanese and Japanese adaptation of the manga. And, he is currently, my new Korean celebrity crush. Haha :D You should definitely watch this drama. Its worth the watch and the time. He is really cute and very hot! I love him! Haha :)

Boys Over Flowers (Kkotboda Namja)

Cast
Koo Hye Sun: Geum Jan Di (금잔디)

F4:

Lee Min Ho: Goo Joon Pyo (구준표/Domyouji Tsukasa)

Kim Hyun Joong: Yoon Ji Hoo (윤지후/Hanazawa Rui)

Kim Bum: So Ee Jung (소이정/Nishikado Soujiro)

Kim Joon: Song Woo Bin (송우빈/Mimasaka Akira)

Pasado ako sa Pharmacology!!!

Wah! Isa pa lang ang alam ko sa grades ko ngayong 2nd sem. And I am proud to say na pasado ako ng Pharmacology!!! Haha :D Nakita ko yung grades ko online kasi sabi ng dalawa kong classmate may grades na pero Phramacology pa lang. Kinabahan nga ako sa grade ko kasi ang taas nung nakuha nila. Hindi ko nga expected na pasado pa ko kasi halos lahat ng quiz ko dun bagsak eh. Haha :D Buti na lang din at may deliberation pa. At siguro dahil na din sa mabait ang aming professor.

Super hindi ko talaga expected pero masaya na rin ako kahit ganon ang grade ko. Konting effort pa on my part. Siguro pumasa din ako dahil nung nag Unit Exam kami medyo confident ako habang nag-eexam kami kasi nung nag-rationalize ng quizzes si Ma'am, nakinig talaga ako tsaka na retain naman sa utak ko kahit papano yung mga sinabi niya. Mas maganda talaga pag nakikinig ka sa professor kasi may tumatagal sa utak mo. Pero minsan nga lang wala ako sa mood makinig sa discussion pero pag sinipag talaga ako, kinig to the max talaga.

Hay. Super saya ko talaga. Actually, kani-kanina ko lang naalala na released na pala yung grade sa Pharma. Hehe :D Ayun, sa awa ng Diyos pumasa ko. Yun lang naman talaga hinihiling ko na pumasa ako sa Pharma pero syempre pati na rin sa iba kong subjects. Mahaba pa ang lalakbayin ko para matapos ang 2nd sem. Hindi ko pa alam ang mangyayari sa kin sa Midterms at Finals pero dapat, DAPAT TALAGA, pumasa ako. I'll try my best to pass.

Marami pa ding pagsubok sa ibang subjects lalo na sa NCM Lecture at NCM RLE. Lalo naman sa RLE kasi super hirap na ng Oral Revalida eh. Pati sa Grand Return Demo kasi may marketing na tapos hindi mo pa alam kung ano yung mabubunot mong procedure. Good luck naman sa akin pati na rin sa mga batchmates ko.