bsn level 3

yahoo! finally, i'm on my 3rd year of college. i have been promoted to bsn level 3 which is such a fulfilling and rewarding thing for me. after so much hardships, misunderstandings, crying and happy times, we, the bs nursing batch 2010 had our capping and pinning ceremony last june 19, 2008 at the philippine international convention center.
the event was such a huge thing for all of us. despite the unfinished name plates and some of the caps were ugly, we still had a successful capping and pinning ceremony. it was such an achievement for all of us because we went through a lot during our second year and summer classes. it was so fun and we were all happy that we were able to be included in the capping and pinning.
now, this is the most crucial level for all of the bsn level 3. with the lecture demo, return demo, hospital duty and community immersion, we must dedicate ourselves to our work and each and everyone must cooperate. so far, we have all been busy because of a lot of things. this is the time to be serious but still, there should be fun and excitement with our lives. you shouldn't just focus too much on studying, you still have to go out and have fun and discover the world..hehe..^^
anyways, i wish i could make it through this first semester and continue up until level 4. i should work harder to achieve my goals. also, i am so happy because i have a lot of inspirations this year. haha..^^ that is why i should be able to do my best.

CONGRATULATIONS TO BS NURSING BATCH 2010 FOR FINALLY BEING PROMOTED TO LEVEL 3 AND FOR THE CAPPING AND PINNING.

fuck this day!!!

I SUPER SUPER HATE THIS DAY! FUCK THIS DAY!!!

tama ba namang sigawan ako ng clinical instructor namin?! kahit kailan, in the history of being a nursing student have i been shouted at by a clinical instructor. ang kapal ng mukha niya para sigawan ako. kahit nga mama ko hindi pa ko sinisigawan ng ganon eh. akala ba niya hindi ako marunong lumaban? pwes, humanda na lang siya pag pumunta ng CEU ang mama ko. subukan lang niya itanggi yung ginawa niya sakin kapag nakaharap na niya si dean. ang dami dami kong witness noh. ang FEELING NIYA!!! nagmamaganda kala naman niya maganda siya. ito ang scenario na nangyari kanina:

clinical instructor: sino secretary ng section Q? (sumisigaw dahil walang nakikinig sa kanya)
students (background): nagtatawanan dahil walang naririnig na sumisigaw?
clinical instructor: sino sabi secretary ng section Q? (sumisigaw pa rin dahil mainit na ang ulo niya at walang nakikinig sa kanya)
students (nagsalita na rin sa wakas): si adelaide po
clinical instructor: sino yun?
adelaide: lumalapit papunta sa clinical instructor. pero bago tuluyang makalapit sa clinical instructor, may nakita siyang ginawa ng C.I. ang C.I ay nag-mouth ng words na PARANG TANGA. akala siguro ng C.I. e hindi nakita ni adelaide pati ng iba nitong mga kaklase.
clinical instructor (to adelaide): bingi ka ba? hindi mo ba ako naririnig? kanina pa ko sigaw ng sigaw dito bakit hindi ka lumalapit?
adelaide: hindi po.
clinical instructor: o nasan na yung minutes of the meeting?
adelaide: wala po eh. pero yung isa po nabigay ko na kay sir________
clinical instructor: hay naku. bahala ka mag explain kay ma'am_______ kung bakit wala yun. pinapainit mo ulo ko.
adelaide: opo. at umalis na papunta sa kanyang upuan para ayusin ang gamit niya.

habang papabalik si adelaide sa kanyang upuan, nag-model model modelan ang nasabing C.I. at nagmouthing of words na naman na akala niya ulit siguro ay hindi nakita ng mga kaklase ni adelaide.

so, wala talagang karapatan ung C.I na yun na sigawan ako. hindi ko pati kasalanan na uminit ang ulo niya bago pa siya magalit sakin. ok lang sana kung ang nanigaw sakin e yung mga kilala kong ganon ang ginagawa kapag mali yung estudyante pero mabait naman sila. hay.. sabi nga ng iba wag ko na daw pansinin yun pero syempre nasaktan ako kaya hindi ko yun palalampasin. hangga't hindi ako nabibigyan ng hustisya, hindi ako titigil. gago pala siya eh. ayun, bahala na si lord sa kanya.

ate's journey to riyadh

today, my oldest sister, went to riyadh, saudi arabia to work as a nurse. it was finally her wish come true to have a job related to the course she took up. she first worked at a call center company then did reviews and trainings. finally, she's now off to a foreign land to give service to others as a nurse.
the whole family went to the airport for support. my mom won't stop crying especially the day before my sister left up until the moment we got back home. we waited until she and her other companions checked-in in the airlines. while waiting, we ate at kfc at the naia international airport. there, we got to chat with each other.
its sad to have one member leave but of course, that day will definitely come since the economy in the philippines is not so good especially when it comes to the salary of workers. my sister was so glad that she was able to find a job. i think she will come back after two years. my mom was the most depressed when ate left. ate's twin was sad but of course she know that she will follow ate because she also wants to work abroad. three of us in the family took up nursing. two are already nurses. and as for me, i still have a long way to go.
who wouldn't miss ate? out of the four siblings, she is the most responsible. of course, i'm gonna miss her but that's just part of life. i hope she stays well and take care of herself while she's away from us. i wish her well with her job. au revoir!!!

the end of summer class

last may 27 marked the end of our summer class. yet, we had to go back to school last may 29 for our evaluation in our rle subject. i was so happy because i got to see my crush yet again. hehe..^^ i'm so glad that summer class is over and we only have to wait for the results for us to know if we will be included in the capping and pinning ceremony which we all can't wait for. i hope that everybody will pass especially the irregulars in our batch. i just can't wait for the capping and pinning because we all worked hard to reach that one goal which is very hard to achieve once you enter ceu.
well, i must say i had fun during our summer class though before it ended, one stupid girl made a mistake of messing with me. hindi niya alam kung sinong kinakalaban niya. anyways, i'll just have to let that pass because she's going to canada. i'm glad that she's leaving and for sure a lot of people will be happy that she's going away to some foreign land. i had a really good summer though i didn't get to spend a lot of time at home. i also enjoyed my summer though we did a lot of things especially with the requirements. we had no sleep just by doing our requirements.
all of our professors during the summer were really nice. they were the nicest people i had known during my stay in ceu. i am so happy that summer has ended. we have to learn yet again new things this coming school year which we will be in our junior year. i just can't wait. only one more year to go.
congratulations to all! hope we all pass..^^

love lost but not found

i'll be on emo mode for now. i'm not usually an emo person but a certain event made me post this blog. i miss posting and because of my busy schedule, the time doesn't permit to do so.

love lost but not found.

i've been looking for that person that will make me feel that i am loved. the one person that i could truly feel the love that i've been looking for. i've already let go of that someone and now i can't seem to bring it back. i should have tried before but i felt that i'm not ready yet. love is a wonderful feeling though there are times that love can hurt. being in love doesn't mean that a guy/girl would have to be with you to satisfy you. there are other people who can do that for you.

perhaps your family, friends, classmates, and relatives can make you feel loved. right now, i feel so contented that eventhough i don't have that special someone, i feel love and experience love in different ways. my family, friends and classmates love me for who i am. i realized that they can satisfy my needs of being loved despite of not having that one person that i wanted. i am so blessed to have those people in my life that i know will never leave me especially in my darkest hour. though i don't get to spend some time with my barkada and friends, i know they still think of me and they still love me despite of my absence.

love lost but not found. i won't say that i am insecure with those who are in a relationship. i know that God has other plans for me. i remember one text message from my friend, it says that God will not give you that person if you're not ready yet. but if you are, he will give it in the right time. i believe that "true love waits" as what one of the motto's of yfc says. be patient. don't hurry in engaging in a relationship if you know you are not ready yet. make sure that if you are in a relationship, you will not be afraid to show who you really are to that person you love.

i'm not so good with love but as what i have heard and observe from others, love is a great feeling. to share with someone your joy, happiness, sadness, anger and even the little things is rewarding. to be able to open up to someone that understands you best is such a wonderful feeling. i am so in love with my life right now. hope i made sense :)

will i pass this summer class?

now is the time for me to wonder if i would be able to pass our summer class for me to be able to join in the capping and pinning ceremony this coming june. well, there are still lots of things to be done this may. more toxic time due to ret dem, hospital duty and other academic subject requirements. i really hope i would pass.. damn! if i fail, all my efforts will be wasted.
anyways, i already know my combined grade in nutrition lec and lab and i passed. i still don't know my grade for ncm 100 combined. i really hope i will pass ncm. just thinking about the ret dem makes me wonder.. hehe..^^ there are a lot of issues right now that determines if i will pass ncm 100. i won't tell what are those issues but most of my classmates know why. especially those who have experienced what we are yet to experience.
there's still approximately 3 weeks left before the end of the summer class. there's still lots of things to be done. i'm just glad that our professors in ncm 100 lecture and nutrition are nice people. they'll help boost up the grades of the students. oh well, a BIG GOOD LUCK to me.. that's all for now. just dropping by..

busy, busy, busy

whew! its been a while since i've posted on my blog. i've been so busy for the past few weeks because of our summer class. though i have time to spare to visit the site that i usually visit, i'm still not able to update my blog. its so frustrating but i have to first prioritize my studies so that i would become an effective nurse in the future.
i miss blogging. but what can i do?! time is so restricted to my studies. i have a lot to say but i just can't post it on my blog. well, i hope that when summer ends, i would be able to post something new. that's all for now..